Turning 21

On 18th November 2010, I realised that I am not getting younger. A year passing by just like I celebrating my 18th birthday yesterday. The truth is, I hate being in 20s. I feel like I am loder than I,m supposed to be. So, I decided not celebrating it in fancy way. I mean no party, no present request and nothing. Just me and myself lying on the bed and sleep. Luckily, I manage to do it without any distraction. I know it is not like a elite way to do it but I just dont feel it. Celebrating it remind me that I not a kid anymore while I still act like a child. So, that is the way I celebrate my 21st birthday.

P/s: Thanx to all my friends coz wishing my birthday throught all kind of mass media.....Appreciate it much....

Clothing....

5 years ago, Micheal Kors (former fashion designer) said in an article that dressing is a form of expression and the season's trends are always a reflection of the times. with his way of thinking, he manage to make a magic in every single year of fashion show with his glamorous and fabulous haute couture.

From my understanding, clothing is way of expression in exposing ourselve with our personality. Some people are willing to wear like a strippers because they want to show their surrounding that they are comfortable with their own figure or skin. Other people are comfortable wearing the professional because they want to show that they have career.

Being different in ways of clothing make our fashion industry grow. It show that some clothes do make a trend in life. So people, don't throw away you way of clothing because its do make variety in our world.

You can walk on the street like some kind of diva and being fabulous the way your wear because people do judge the way we wear that clothes. Even though we wear like an angle. Everybody is the critics right now. Don't be ashamed people because it is who you are.....

Different-Is that a bad thing

As living in this world for almost 21 years, I do realize that I am kind of different than other normal man. I am different in term of walk, talk, way of fashion as well as interest.It supposely interesting as my friends and I could learn something in term of different behaviour that we hAd.

As my life growing older, I already get used when some people had giving some bad impression towards my act. Sometime, they should realize that I had something that they may not have. Talent that I can share to make themselves easy.

To tell you the truth, I am a person who can simply care about others either man or women. I don't mind if I need to sacrifice something to make sure my friends happy. As long as I can help them, I am happy to see them happy.

I don't have lots of problem in term to stay communicate or keep in touch with women as they are usually doing the same thing that I always do with my friends. Women are usually tweet and call their friends just to say hi or maybe just to talk about their day. Unfortunately, if I did the same thing with men who may knowing me in less than a year, it may misinterpret the meaning of my action. Honestly, I love to keep in touch with my friends.

I know that some of my action are quite drastic to digest for men to accept me just the way I really am. It just, I am showing how I care about them without hoping to have something in return.

I am not talking about all my male friends. Some of them are really nice and care about me.But some of them are tend to do something that I can expect thay will do.

I do love my friends equally. It just that I cherish my male friends more as they are willing to accept me the way I am. Just my curiousity, is it ashamed to have a friend like me? Am I a bad person just because I act diffrent?

I don't know.......